“No,” I said. “I’m not going to respond.”
Killian studied me. “You’re getting that look.”
“What look?”
“The one you get at work when your data doesn’t make sense,” he said. “The one that means you’re done accepting reality and you’re about to redesign the whole system.”
A laugh cracked out of me, unwanted but real. “I hate that you can read me.”
“I love that I can,” he corrected, then hesitated. “Jules… have you thought any more about what I asked you last month?”
My throat tightened, but not with grief this time. With something steadier.
Four weeks ago, in his kitchen, he’d held my hands and asked me to marry him. No restaurant, no orchestra, no diamond the size of a small planet. Just Killian, earnest and trembling, saying, I want my life with you. I want the messy mornings and the ocean fieldwork and the days you come home smelling like salt. I want all of it.
I’d said I needed time. Not because I didn’t love him. Because my family had trained me to believe love could be revoked.
That night, after my mother’s message, that training snapped like an old rope.
“Yes,” I said.
Killian went still. “Yes?”
“Yes,” I repeated, and the word felt like a door opening. “I want to marry you.”
He exhaled like he’d been underwater. Then he crossed the room and hugged me so tightly I felt my ribs protest. He lifted me off the floor with a laugh that sounded like relief and joy colliding.
When he set me down, his eyes were bright. “You’re sure?”
“I’m sure,” I said, and for the first time that day, my chest loosened.
He kissed my forehead, then my mouth, then pulled back, grinning. “We should celebrate.”
Then the grin faltered into caution. “Do you want to tell your family?”
I thought about my mom’s text. About Vanessa’s message wrapped in apology-shaped poison. About the vineyard wedding I’d been deemed unfit to attend.
“No,” I said. “I don’t want them anywhere near this.”
Killian nodded like he’d been expecting it. “Then we’ll do it our way.”
Our way.
The phrase settled over me like a blanket.
Later that night, curled on his couch with the city lights flickering across Elliott Bay, I called the one person in my family who’d ever felt like a cousin instead of a judge.
Bethany answered on the second ring. “If this is about the bridesmaid dress, I swear to God—”
“I’m getting married,” I said.
There was a beat of silence, then a squeal so loud Killian flinched in the kitchen. “Julia! Shut up. When?”
“Eight weeks.”
“And you didn’t tell your mom?”
I looked at Killian, who gave me a small, encouraging nod. “No.”
Bethany’s laugh turned sharp with delight. “Oh, this is going to be delicious. Tell me everything.”
So I did. And for the first time in my life, when I talked about something important, someone sounded thrilled instead of inconvenienced.
By the time I hung up, an idea had taken root in my mind: if my family wanted perfection, they could keep it. I was going to build something real.
I opened my laptop and started a guest list, not of people who looked good in photos, but of people who had shown up for me. Friends from grad school. Colleagues who’d stayed late with me in the lab. Mentors who’d answered my frantic emails at midnight. Scientists who had treated my work like it mattered.
Then I stared at one name and, with a nervous breath, hit call.
Dr. Patricia Lawrence answered with the kind of warm authority that made you sit up straighter even over the phone. “Julia? What a nice surprise.”
“Dr. Lawrence,” I said, suddenly feeling sixteen again, clutching a science fair poster. “This is going to sound unusual, but… I’m getting married, and I’d be honored if you came.”
There was a pause. Then she laughed, delighted. “Oh, I love unusual. When and where?”
I told her.
Her voice softened. “I’d be honored. And, Julia… I have a few friends who might like an invitation too.”
“Friends?” I echoed.
“Trust me,” she said, like she’d just spotted a current shifting beneath the surface. “If you’re going to do this, my dear, do it properly.”
When I hung up, my hands were shaking again.
But this time, it wasn’t from hurt.
It was from possibility.
Part 2
Vanessa’s wedding swallowed my family whole.
I knew that because Bethany kept feeding me screenshots like contraband.
Mom is having a meltdown because the florist suggested ivory roses instead of white, she texted one morning, followed by a screenshot of my mother’s multi-paragraph rant about “tone consistency” and “photography balance.”
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