Her first call began with, “Can you tell the prosecutor you don’t want them to be too aggressive?”

I stared at the hospital wall.

“Why?”

“Ryan has already lost enough.”

“Do you know where I am?”

Silence.

“The hospital?” she said.

“Your daughter and another person were seriously hurt because of your son.”

“He’s your brother, Claire.”

“And I’m your daughter.”

Another silence.

This one lasted longer.

The criminal case and the corporate fight moved on separate tracks.

The district attorney decided what Ryan would face legally.

The board decided whether he would ever work at Bennett Holdings again.

With the forensic audit, police evidence, and audit committee findings in front of them, my father finally lost his ability to protect Ryan without risking his own position.

Ryan resigned as COO.

Voting power from part of the family trust that Richard had intended to place behind him was transferred to an independent trustee.

Combined with the directors I had already persuaded, it gave me enough support to join the board and influence the succession process for the first time in my life.

I should have felt triumphant.

Instead, the first place I went was Ethan’s hospital room.

He was sitting upright with his injured leg elevated.

A closed laptop rested beside him.

I told him what had happened at the board meeting.

“Congratulations,” he said.

“It’s a start.”

“Still congratulations.”

Normally, Ethan would have immediately asked what I planned to do next.

He would have told me which directors remained uncertain, which committee assignment mattered most, and what my father would probably attempt in response.

Instead, he said nothing.

I looked at him.

“You have something you want to ask.”

He was quiet for a long time.

“Seven years ago, there were seven people interviewing for that assistant job.”

My chest tightened.

“Yes.”

“Why did you choose me?”

I could have lied.

I didn’t.

“The first reason I noticed you was because your eyes reminded me a little of Julian when we were younger.”

Ethan gave a humorless smile.

“So I wasn’t imagining it.”

“That’s why I noticed you. It’s not why I hired you.”

“Then why did you hire me?”

“Because the other six candidates were evaluating me while I was evaluating them. They were trying to decide whether I was important enough to work for.”

“And me?”

“You were so nervous I thought you were going to hold your résumé upside down.”

His mouth almost moved.

Almost.

Then his expression changed.

“What about after that?”

“What do you mean?”

“You depend on me.”

He swallowed.

“You trust me. You let me take care of things you don’t let anyone else touch.”

“Ethan—”

“Is that because I’m me? Or because I fit into a place that already felt familiar?”

I did not answer.

He watched me.

“Do you remember the first time we came back to New York together after you started the company?”

I remembered.

We had been twenty minutes from the airport when I suddenly asked the driver to change routes.

“I said I wanted to see the old neighborhood.”

“You said that.”

His voice stayed quiet.

“Then we sat across the street from a restaurant for almost fifteen minutes because Julian was inside.”

I remembered rain on the window.

Julian laughing with friends at a table.

Me watching from the back seat because I had not seen him in years.

Ethan had been sitting beside me.

“I didn’t know you knew who he was.”

“I found out later.”

He looked down at the blanket over his leg.

“Then I saw the picture in your office. The candy. The way you looked at him when he remembered you.”

“Ethan.”

“I know I’m not him.”

He looked back at me.

“I know that logically. But do you know what it’s like to be loved by someone and still wonder whether the part she loves most was borrowed from another man?”

The word loved landed between us.

He had never said it that plainly.

I opened my mouth.

Then closed it.

Ethan gave a small, exhausted laugh.

“That hesitation. That’s what I’ve been living with.”

I wanted to tell him about seven years of red-eye flights and terrible takeout.

About the night he stopped me from signing a financing agreement that would have cost me control of my own company.

About how I could identify his footsteps in the hallway without looking up.

About how every room felt different when he entered it.

But all those memories proved I depended on him.

They did not prove that I had seen him clearly.

I had spent years accepting his devotion as though it were part of the architecture around me.

I didn’t answer fast enough.

He looked toward the window.